That moment of seeing myself from other person’s viewpoint, inadequate.
Hi sadness. it has been a long while since we last met. I did not recognize you at first. You seem somehow different from what I remembered. Nowadays less of that contraction, thought loops, lack of energy, heavin
ess, blaming, self pity, tears and all that. You are more of that intensity, sense of pressure to the open space that overwhelms. With a painful edge to it.
Please come on in, let’s catch up. Little embarrassed to ask though, please don’t stay for too long